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R. K. Bhushan (1947) at Kartarpur in Jalandhar District of Punjab has a very rich and fulfilling experience in the diverse academic and professional environment for about 45 years. Prof. Bhushan, also known as Raghukul Bhushan, is a well-known creative writer, poet, critic, a short story writer and a book reviewer and an editor; he has published five Indian English Poetry books, two books of criticism and a book of short stories. He is well-researched as a book of critical essays on his poetry, R. K. Bhushan: His Poetic Vision and Critical Sensibility has been edited by Dr. Shaleen K Singh with a Foreword by Dr. Tejinder Kaur, Professor, Punjabi University, Patiala. At present, he is engaged in revising the manuscript of his novel, Ruins in the Palace; and busy completing his book on Personality Development. He can be contacted at rkbhushan@yahoo.co.in.
I want to walk
to the spot
where Socrates,
having drunk
the awarded poison,
lumbered and fell!
The effulgent Sun,
its rays dancing in all directions
in the eternal flood of light,
had madly lighted, lit and sublimated
the whole of his being.
And he saw the world!
He ventured out
to clear the mists
and cleanse the dust,
and even hit the pitch dark,
that eternally envelopes this place.
Lo! The darkness thickened,
even grey mists vanished
blinding the Invisible;
the eternity of effulgence
stood blinded!
The Spot, the Socrates, the Sun
are lost in groping
the dark rationality-
belying and betraying
the Divinity!
I’m drunk deep
with the same poison
and lumbering for years
with no spot of the spot
in sight!
Perhaps the poison
is not pure
or
I have achieved immunity!
2. To Apollo
The richest
and the only
source of light of the world,
Sun-
the Mother of all arts and aesthetics,
sciences and life-sustaining energies,
it shows and reveals
the world to the world
in all fairness, beauty and honesty.
Still the world
loves to live in the dark-
and delights in
intensifying the dark-
painting life with patches,
defining, redefining and recreating
to reform
its concept of light,
its choice of light,
confusing light with light
in chaotic sight,
delighting in mischievous flights
to enrich and enhance
imbalances!
O Lord SUN,
You have eternally nurtured,
all creativity;
then why this negativity
and depravity?
Your light dimming,
your colours fading?
They are envisaging
multitudes of your substitutes
in the ages to come!
3. Futile
There are times,
sometimes,
when,
the sense of futility
and frivolity
becomes futile
and frivolous.
The state of flux,
in the mind
is stuck up
and refuses to flow!
Something emerges then
to take
unshaped shape
rooted in
the seen, the unseen,
moving in kaleidoscope.
Nothing seems non-plussed
in the chaotic experiences
splashing their own colours-
light, bright, dark and medium!
but the sense of futility
wakes up
to make it more futile
and frivolous!
4. Back To Roots
Clinging to the past
blocks and blinds
the vision of the future;
the glamour of links
is irresistible.
Intellectual pursuits
are individual
even if the persons and the places
in the surroundings,
in the vicinity,
are uninspiring,
dull as the pond.
Vigorous pursuit
of the pursuits
for long, long years,
was unwelcome
and even scoffed at.
this scandalous neglect
delighted and easily pushed them all up!
It did yield
enviable potential-
personal and professional-
and did cause 100% burns
to the termite-eaten
men, minds and morals.
blissful darkness
was their sole, soul, blessing!
Writing off the conscious self
and going down
into the regions
of the unconscious
became a conscious choice.
Destination we reach
may not be our choice
but the paths trodden
remain ours!
What a fulfillment!
It is there
that the haunting desire,
a natural yearning, intervenes
to return to the roots,
woke up, may be none is there
to take care!
After the long unending travel,
I’m seeking earnestly
on the alienating patchy and broken
paths leading nowhere,
a turn, a u-turn,
or even t
to shun the dismal
and disgusting dread-
and harness the high-rising tide,
in clear sight!
Of course, not an illusion!
to keep mobile,
even in stagnation,
is the loud message
even from the off-tracks
obstructing the reach
to the soul
and the SELF!
5. The Artist
His harvest is always rich.
He leads us into the fields-
unknown, ungrown
and far-off.
Our curiosity growth
is unstoppable;
patience doesn’t exhaust.
He begins sowing;
while our eyes-
fixed and moving-
watch the ground-
hard, pebbled and grassy.
Sounds murmurous,
Buzzing and whizzing,
cracking and crowding,
keep laying their trap.
Soon the curiosity
and inquisitiveness
begin to blossom
into an unfading smile
and soul’s ecstasy.
Ages question and answer
to help their plight!
But no!
Inexhaustible remains inexhaustible:
nothing disillusions-
beauty blushes and harvest hushes!